Complicated

Yeah that's right. I don't understand about my self now, losing my focus, turn into another person and I become more lazy. What's wrong with me? Capek, ngerasa ga puas ama diri sendiri. Kayanya tiap apa yg gw lakuin ga pernah ada bnernya. It's like I become more worst. Jadi ngerasa desperate. Udah pesimis banget. But Mom said to be optimistic. Cuma butuh usaha lebih aja. Lagi pula dg ini gw jd tau kalo gw ga bleh takabur, gw jd tau kemampuan yg laen ky gmn dan kayanya passion gw buat masuk tu PTN lebih gede dr desperate feel yg gw rasain. So just believ in my self, try the best, and pray :D Figthing!!! I can do it ^^